Today is the disappearance day of Srila Gaurakisora dasa Babaji Maharaja. Srila Gaurakisora dasa Babaji was a great devoteeâ€”maha-bhagavata. He was a disciple of Srila Bhaktivinoda Thakura and was very renounced. Earlier, he had lived for many years in Vrndavana, roaming the twelve forests, chanting the holy names of Krsna, eating by begging alms, and sleeping under the trees. Later, after Srila Bhaktivinoda Thakura discovered Lord Caitanyaâ€™s birthplace in Mayapur, Srila Jagannatha dasa Babaji Maharaja, the siksa-guru of Bhaktivinoda Thakura and parama-guru of Gaurakisora dasa Babaji, instructed Gaurakisora to move to Navadvipa-dhama.
There Gaurakisora resided on the banks of the Ganges and practiced devotional service with intense devotion and renunciation. Because materialistic men would come and disturb him with their desires for mundane blessings (asirvada), the babaji began to stay by a municipal lavatory, where the filth and obnoxious smells would discourage unwanted visitors. There he would chant in peaceâ€”in ecstasy. He would beg alms and cook in discarded clay pots, or simply eat parched rice with green chilies, or sometimes just put Ganges mud into his belly. Sometimes he would collect the discarded cloth from the crematorium, wash it in Ganges water, and use it to cover himself. His only desire was to be absorbed in the mellow of the holy nameâ€”in Krsna consciousness.
So, Gaurakisora was a siksa disciple and intimate friend of Srila Bhaktivinoda Thakura. The Thakura arranged a bhajana-kutira for him on the same property as Bhaktivinoda Thakuraâ€™s house in Godruma-dvipa. When the time came for Srila Bhaktisiddhanta Sarasvati Thakura to take diksa, Srila Bhaktivinoda Thakura advised him to approach Srila Gaurakisora dasa Babaji Maharaja. Srila Bhaktivinoda Thakura was the father of Bhaktisiddhanta Sarasvati and his first instructor in the spiritual science, but the etiquette was that one would not take diksa from oneâ€™s biological father. So Srila Bhaktivinoda Thakura sent him to Gaurakisora dasa Babaji Maharaja.
Srila Bhaktisiddhanta Sarasvati Thakura was highly literate. By the age of seven he had memorized the entire Bhagavad-gita and could even explain its verses. He had a photographic memory, and in school he read all the books in the entire library. Just by reading them once he could remember every word, and so the library had to buy new books just for him. By the age of twenty-five he had written numerous articles and published one book, Surya-siddhanta, for which he was awarded the title â€œSiddhanta Sarasvati.â€ So he was highly educated and literate, and Srila Gaurakisora dasa Babaji Maharaja was hardly educated or literate at all.
The first time Siddhanta Sarasvati approached Srila Gaurakisora dasa Babaji Maharaja, the babaji refused to accept him. He didnâ€™t directly say no, but he said, â€œI will ask Mahaprabhu.â€ When Siddhanta Sarasvati returned and told his father what had happened, Srila Bhaktivinoda Thakura encouraged him to persevere. â€œYou must go back and beg him with all humility and earnestness to accept you.â€ So he went back, and Gaurakisora dasa Babaji again refused, saying, â€œOh, I forgot to ask Mahaprabhu. I am so sorry.â€ So again he avoided him. When Siddhanta Sarasvati returned home, Srila Bhaktivinoda Thakura was most upset. He knew that Gaurakisora dasa Babaji was a pure devotee, a maha-bhagavata, and he urged Siddhanta Sarasvati to persist. So he again instructed his son to beg Gaurakisora for his mercy, and he added, â€œIf you fail this time, donâ€™t bother to come back home.â€
So Siddhanta Sarasvati left the house and went to the Ganges. He felt so hopeless he thought he might just as well just drown himself in the river. Just then Srila Gaurakisora dasa Babaji Maharaja appeared; he knew what was in his future discipleâ€™s heart. Siddhanta Sarasvati just threw himself at the lotus feet of Srila Gaurakisora dasa Babaji in abject humility and complete surrender. Finally, Srila Gaurakisora dasa Babaji accepted him. Siddhanta Sarasvati had shown that he was free any tinge of false pride, that â€œI am so learned and literate, and my guru is an uneducated fellow.â€
Srila Prabhupada remarked that Gaurakisora dasa Babaji was illiterate and could not even sign his name, yet he became the spiritual master of the best scholar of his time, Sarasvati Thakura. And thus he proved the statement of the Vedas:
yasya deve para bhaktir
yatha deve tatha gurau
tasyaite kathita hy arthah
â€œOnly unto those great souls who have implicit faith in both the Lord and the spiritual master are all the imports of Vedic knowledge automatically revealed.â€ (Svetasvatara Upanisad 6.23)
Although Gaurakisora dasa Babaji was hardly educated or literate, learned scholars and public servants would approach him with their questions on Srimad-Bhagvatam and other sastras, and with his realized knowledge he would answer their questions to their full satisfaction. And sometimes devotees would read various scriptures for him, and he would comment on them from his deep spiritual realization.
Still, out of his great humility Srila Gaurakisora dasa Babaji Maharaja refused to accept any disciples, and Srila Bhaktisiddhanta Sarasvati Thakura proved to be the only exception.
Gaurakisora dasa Babaji enjoined Bhaktisiddhanta Sarasvati never to go to Calcutta, which he considered â€œa bastion of Kali-yuga.â€ So Bhaktisiddhanta Sarasvati remained in Mayapur. In 1905 he took a vow to chant the Hare Krsna mantra a billion times. Residing in a grass hut near the birthplace of Lord Caitanya, Bhaktisiddhanta Sarasvati chanted the Hare Krsna mantra day and night. He cooked rice once a day in an earthen pot (or just parched the rice in the sun) and ate nothing more. He slept on the ground, and when the rainwater leaked through the grass ceiling he sat beneath an umbrella chanting. Locked in a small room, he chanted japa day and night, day after day, month after month, year after year. Finally, when he had completed his quota, he felt that he was ready to come out and preach. And to preach he went to Calcutta.
In a talk at the Ardha-kumbha-mela in Allahabad, Srila Prabhupada raised the point that Srila Gaurakisora dasa Babaji had instructed Bhaktisiddhanta Sarasvati never to go to Calcutta, but that everyone knows that he went to Calcutta. So, Srila Prabhupada questioned, did he disobey the orders of his spiritual master? And Srila Prabhupada replied, â€œNo! He was never in Calcutta; he was always in Vaikuntha!â€
So, we pray to Srila Gaurakisora dasa Babaji:
padambhujaya te namah
He is saksad-vairagya-murtaye, the personification of renunciation (vairagya). And vipralambha-rasambodhe: he is always merged in the ocean of the mellow of separation zolpidem from Krsna (vipralambha-rasa). Padambhujaya te namah: â€œI offer my respectful obeisances unto his lotus feet.â€
So that was the mood of Srila Gaurakisora dasa Babaji Maharaja: he was always merged in that nectarean ocean of devotion in separation, and he had no care for his body or for anything materialâ€”just hari-nama.
He wrote a beautiful song that is completely in the mood of Raghunatha dasa Gosvami. It is said that of the six Gosvamis Raghunatha dasa was the most attached to the service of Srimati Radharaniâ€”that he had the most intense desire to serve Srimati Radharaniâ€”and Gaurakisora dasa Babaji wrote a beautiful song completely in that mood. It begins, and the refrain is: kotai gaura premamayi/ radhe radhe radhe radhe. He prays, â€œWhere is Gaura, so full of love?Â Radhe, Radhe, Radhe, Radhe!â€ Then he proceeds to express the mood of Raghunatha dasa Gosvami in separation from Radharani, desiring and aspiring for Her service.
When Srila Gaurakisora dasa Babaji Maharaja left his this world, there was some dispute over what would happen to his body. His samadhi would of course become an important place of pilgrimage, and some of the heads of the local Vaisnava centers saw this as an opportunity to raise moneyâ€”for their mathas and even for their own sense gratification. Srila Bhaktisiddhanta Sarasvati ran to the site, but when he arrived, some of the local babajis objected: â€œHe is not a sannyasi; how can he give samadhi to such an exalted and renounced personality?â€ But Srila Bhaktisiddhanta Sarasvati responded forcefully: â€œI am the only disciple of Babaji Maharaja, and although I have not accepted sannyasa, I am a celibate brahmacari, not secretly addicted to abominable habits or involved with illicit activities. Who among you can say that in the last year you have had no sex or illicit contact with a woman? Please step forward.â€ Everyone was silent. Then he challenged, â€œWho has refrained for the last six months?â€ Everyone was silent. Next, â€œFor the last three months?â€ Again, silence. â€œFor the last one month?â€ Silence. â€œThe last three days?â€ Still, silence. They had been exposed and humbled. Not one of the babajis was fit even to touch the transcendental form of Srila Gaurakisora dasa Babaji Maharaja, and one by one they walked away.
Even then, there was still some question about how to handle the body, which was still lying on the ground. When he was still present, out of his great humility Srila Gaurakisora dasa Babaji Maharaja had instructed that when he departed, his body should be dragged through the streets of Navadvipa so that his body would be bathed in the dust from the feet of the Vaisnavas who had walked the holy ground of the dhama. So some of the townspeople proposed to take the body and drag it through the streets of Navadvipa. Such fools! Such rascals! But Bhaktisiddhanta Sarasvati Thakura stopped them. â€œAlthough we are fools and offenders,â€ he said, â€œstill we can try to understand the true meaning of Babaji Maharajaâ€™s humble request. After the departure of Thakura Haridasa, Lord Caitanya Himself took the spiritually blissful body of the Thakura on His lap and danced. So following in divine example of Mahaprabhu, let us also bear Babaji Maharajaâ€™s blissful body on our own heads.â€
So Srila Bhaktisiddhanta Sarasvati took charge of the body and placed it in samadhi on the western side of the Ganges, the other side of the Ganges from Mayapur. In time the course of the Ganges changed and its waters threatened the area of the samadhi. So Srila Bhaktisiddhanta brought the samadhi to Mayapur, to his matha. There he had created a replica of Vrndavana with tamala trees and kadamba trees, with Syama-kunda and Radha-kunda, and with a small Govardhana Hill made of govardhana-silas. Most appropriately, he placed the new samadhi by the side of Radha-kunda, and that is where the transcendental remains of Srila Gaurakisora dasa Babaji rest till today. And one can go there and pray to him and feel his presence and get his mercy.
Srila Gaurakisora dasa Babaji Maharaja is an ocean of mercy. (All pure Vaisnavas are.) For myself, I pray that he will help me to chant the holy name, to chant with taste. When I prayed to him earlierâ€”and this may just be my speculationâ€”I imagined that he said, â€œYou must give up your offenses.â€ Then I was thinking, â€œWhat offenses? What offenses?â€ And then I imagined that he answered, â€œYou must chant with attention.â€
Of course, Srila Bhaktivinoda Thakura does state that inattentive chanting is the root of all other offenses and that, to the contrary, attentive chanting will destroy all the other offenses. So, â€œYes, but how do I do that?â€ And the answer came: â€œYou must try. You just have to make the effort.â€ And I suppose that is always the processâ€”that we make our honest effort and depend on the mercy of the previous acaryas and Krsna.
In my case, however, my chanting sometimes becomes such a routine that I do not even make the effort to hear every word or every mantra. Just do it. I just go through the motions. So I guess that is my challengeâ€”my special orderâ€”to chant with attention.
Of course, devotees have raised the question of chanting with quality. On a morning walk a disciple asked Srila Prabhupada, â€œHow can we chant with quality?â€ Srila Prabhupada replied, â€œThe quality will come. For now just chant as a matter of duty; chant your sixteen rounds. When the quality comes, there will be no force. You will have taste, and spontaneously you will desire, â€˜Why sixteen rounds? Why not sixteen thousand rounds?â€™ Rupa Gosvami desired, â€˜How shall I chant with one tongue and hear with two ears? Had I billions of tongues and trillions of ears, then I could enjoy it.â€™â€ Srila Prabhupada said that quality means asakti, attachment, and that Caitanya Mahaprabhu showed that quality: â€œSunyayitam jagat sarvam govinda virahena me: â€˜Oh, I do not see Govinda. The whole world is vacant.â€™ Sunyayitam jagat sarvam govinda virahena me. This is quality.â€ When one feels viraha-bhava, when one feels separation from Radha and Krsna, one is chanting with quality.
In any case, Srila Gaurakisora dasa Babaji is an ocean of mercy, and we pray for his grace.
November 22, 2004